(via this-ish-is-mine)
i messed up with the best guy i know. hes my everything right now and i fucked it up. hes perfect; probably the most amazing guy in my life. hes the best boyfriend i could ever ask for and he deserves so much better than me. i fucked up so bad this time, im not sure i can fix it. i made the biggest mistake and i dont even remember doing it. i didnt even want it to happen, but it did and i cant go back. i dont even know who i am anymore, who ive become. i used to never be like this. but i am so sorry for what i did and i really hope that everything will work itself out cuz i really do love him
